And one day, brain did shut up for good and started to follow reason’s evaluations of these kind of situations. And I hope it will happen to those needing this.
How can one learn this power?
For me it was a strange and unintended cocktail of the lowest point of a depression (crisis state and constant dissociation), quitting an addiction and reading a book and declaring it was my new existential guideline. It was a philosophy book. Spinoza’s ethics.
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And then you melt down because you’re very, very, very sorry and you know it’s not a big deal but your brain is making you grovel and beg for forgiveness and you’re sorry for acting like this and it’s weirding everyone out and now you’re sorry about that too, and now all your friends have run away and you’re alone and sorry you made them run away.
Hey. Get the fuck out of my head.
Heh, if it sounds suspiciously specific it’s because I went through that recently. I’m doing better now tho!
First 30 years of my life were like this. Now I categorically don’t give a fuck about much.
Be inconvenienced, bitch lol
Me: YOU ARE BEING COMPLETELY UNREASONABLE! Brain: I KNOW, AND I’M GOING TO MAKE YOU FEEL BAD BECAUSE OF IT
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All the random bold words make this physically painful to read.
I’m so sorry.
There’s so many it had me second guessing whether they were actually bold or my eyes were fucking with me
RSD my behated
